I admit, if I was really bored with everything.
first saturated with work now and fed up with you, who do not have sensitive and very appreciative of the sincere feeling this !
but what can I do?
First, the current job is too rely on me. it was a small problem but if I were to do it alone, and friend of the job can not imitate what I do during this, what's fair? I to get equal pay but for the things that a lot of the work I do, he's just a little even can say nothing at all.
What can I do about it?
in direct tell already, in any given instance is, now I leave on the same course, he has not changed with his job performance. exactly what he is looking for work here ? What just wanted to wage freely without thinking about the needs of customers who often come here ? I do not know what he's thinking during the work here. essentially the beginning he started working here, I have guessed she would not be good work and there was no intention to learn, even as it is beneficial to him alone but still, he was no great willingness.
Second, about my current feelings and about she ( that I love).
do not know what else I should be doing, she's my best friend, yeah my best friend from high school vocational. but what I have a feeling this one to she ?
my other friend already knew about this, and there is also a support but their support was useless she still can not accept me, what should I do ? I hate she but the feeling is still there and it is difficult to be removed. What is a sincerity ? or I've been blinded by this feeling, the feeling of love that should not be there with his own best friend ?
yeah, two things above is something that made me bored, tired, and wanted to give up. but this is my life, which should be live, even as there are always obstacles and endless in my life. patience and keep encouraging myself that I can do now. laugh and smile even just for a moment I felt it and get back to feeling tired, tired and want to give up.
thank you readers, for reading my post this ^. ^