hay readers, allow me want to vent ?
do not you ever feel tired or bored when you do something or to live? definitely have you ever ? or you have to wait for someone you love but that person does not love you and think of you as just a friend, you've been trying and kept trying to convince him that you really love it wholeheartedly.
but what do you get? only a sense of hurt, sadness, longing, and hope the uncertain (endless).
that's what I feel right now, not now actually my first love but of his own companions. who knows what's on my mind at the time, I close by him, each I talked to him, even by my visit to his house.
feeling that there are more than friends and continue to exist until now !
often and once I tried to vent these feelings to others but what I get ? feeling was still there and hurt my feelings and made me the person that impingement.
bored, tired, give up but do not want to give up and is still hope!
if she did, why did not my soul mate is difficult to remove and eliminate this feeling? what should I do ?
This is difficult, more difficult than the game that when you fail or game over, you can repeat from the beginning or if you've finished the game, you can delete it and do it again, but it can only be done in a game! then what if in real life ?
not as easy in the game. The real world is not the world of fiction.
readers, thanks for reading my vent :)
if any suggestion or opinion, please give your comment.